Wednesday 3 June 2009

Dumb things my sister says to me...

These are some extracts from the conversations me and my dearest sister have had some of them Just classic sam moments. I'm just going to list them in order of how I remember them..

Sam: Its Hygienic to eat in a toilet right?

Viagra Is a gel right?

The term Mammals describes creatures that live on land...No wait it means they breathe.. Right?

I want a banna hammock...

I like a man who can play an instrument.. (Bless she actually meant a musical instrument I had this one going fro DAYS!!)

Can I punch the life gaurd.. Please just once..

ohh lets satre at the guys and see if he notices ..(Me: why?) Sam: Because we can!!

Tuesday 2 June 2009

The Autumn falls

The autumn falls

The leaves that fall

Make me crawl

Make me fall

Under the stars

Against the wind

They hit me hard, in my face

With simple grace

With powerful force, they roar and scream

With colors so bright

Structure so crisp

They leave a trail among the stars in the night

And in my hair throughout the day

But best of all in my mind and in my soul

They paint a vivid picture

To make me remember it all

The autumn falls

Fairy realm

Listen close to the whispers
on the autumn winds...
for they tell of the secret
passage to the fairy realm.
Through twining vines
and tangled trees, a hidden
path leads to an enchanted
place, rich and strange.

Dragon dreams

Look with the open
mind of a child...
let imagination
be your guide...

a new world will
unfold, before
your very eyes...

a wondrous place of
dreams and dragons...
now spread your
wings and fly.

Faries

Follow your wildest dreams,
wherever they may take you...
Celebrate each moment you're given,
for your time on earth is precious...
Remember to believe in magic,
look and see it all around you...
Let your spirit be a beacon,
lighting the way through darkness...
In the end it's love that matters,
and how your life is truly measured.

Candles

I watch the days live by day
I sense the nights sleep by night
Even thou this may seem tight
But most of all I feel my candle
Shedding light bit by bit
I know it so right
In my heart I want u here
But all I do watch my candle burn
Still it's out
And bare

Regret

The blackness of night surrounds me
and once again I cannot sleep

I can’t stop thinking about what was and is and couldn’t be
regrets like brightly coloured ribbons slipping softly between my fingers

I close my eyes and images flash against the black outer space of my eyelids
they tease and taunt relentlessly begging to be remembered

I feel my anger in my tightly clenched jaw and the hardness of my teeth
trying to escape through a mouth that will not speak

I run my teeth along the inside of my mouth
it’s like a prisoner trying to escape the inevitableness of life

predictable, tried and true, scared to take chances on things that really matter
terrified of rejection and not being accepted
REGRET

I long for the fearlessness of my youth
when nothing seemed too big or insurmountable
everything was within grasp

A dream was just a thought away from reality…..

Siren

Poised on the shale of my watery bed
Tangled in a seductive fantasy
Let my saltry voice ring in your head
Pale flesh radiates with the moon rays
Come to me, let me give you a taste
Step into my lair
Lay with me in my secret play pen
Honest and luminous
Magnetic beauty, can't help but touch
Go ahead,your touch ignites the passion
This immortal seduction
With the intensity, I reflect upon myself
I need your crimson flare to suffice my rousing bud
Let me peace your mind, bring your nocturnal emission
Follow me
so enticing
Take my hand
Don't take your eyes off
Watch me reach lunacy
When you're good and ready
your intoxication
Surrender to my toxic kiss
The time has come....my steamy sacrifice
I'll tick where the fire burns
I feed on the scarlet excretion
You opened the door to your own fate
Just couldn't turn from my enchantment
Now it is too late
The release of my song means your end
My immortal seduction......

Behind his eyes

Behind my eyes
His shadow sings
Through my soul
The echo brings
Breath so cold
But never wanted
he gives me life
And leaves me haunted.
And what is life
If nothing's in it?
My perfect love,
My beloved infinite

The best thing


I just woke up from a fuzzy dream

I looked in the mirror but saw his face

He looked right through me

He saw himself selfishly free

I never could pretend to be some else

If only he would see me like he saw himself

Faded dreams openly created fearlessly

Forgotten realities dreamt relentlessly

Too much of no sound
Uncomfortable silence can be so loud
those three words are never enough
When it's long distance love

I'm alright
don’t be sorry, but it's true
when I'm gone, you realize
that I'm the best thing that happened to you

Monday 1 June 2009

Untittled

Out on the curb, in the pouring rain
Heartfelt moments, your lonely terrain
Windowless archways, soulless and vain
Icy shards, my breath gave you life
Forever taking, you never knew my price
I was the stranger in the dark
I was the deceitful web of lies

Inside the fire, my shadow sings
Hollow echo’s, my pain forever brings
I gave you life, you left me haunting
Corrupted ways, my innocence bygone
I was your companion in the bed of nails
I was the saviour left on the lonely trail

Numb with pain, in the ferocious maelstrom
Melancholy reflections, my forgotten time
Subdued reactions, your deliberate crimes
Solitudes erasures, priceless finds
I am the faceless thief in the night
I am the unmistakable poison in your veins

Ashisms

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